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Tuesday, April 18, 2006


Alright!! It has been a while i suppose. Well today is one of the best days of my life! I went home early and slept all the way till six!!! Anw it has been one eventful week! I should be getting contacts this week... But now i really don't know what i want anymore. I think i look weird without specs.... but then again i look weird with specs anyway.... sooo BAH HUMBUG!! I prayed for God to show me what he thinks of my decision... but i havent heard anything yet or mebbe i am just not seeing his response. I am confused, totally lost. I have given up on breakdancing... the other day it struck me hard that our purpose on earth as Christians is to glorify God in everything that we do right? So what does breakdancing do? So i have put it aside and i should focus more on God. And then it hit me AGAIN what do contacts do to glorify God. OK now i am really confused... So just WHAT CAN I DO!! I prayed that if it were God's will for me to get contacts the guy will call me tomorrow.... Now i am just soo LOST and CONFUSED!!! i bet the people in the show LOST arent as lost as me?! Gosh soo no more breaking for me........ Contacts? Sometimes you have to let go you noe.... you really have to let go... but sometimes you dont want to let go...For some reasons... like for contacts.... i mean yes surrender it unto God... But... i dont want too... I noe i should but i just..... have no idea.... I got tickets for aristal... THANK YOU AVRIL SOO MUCH.... but now... really do i want to go? Should i?My mom doesnt even noe i am going... i mean clementi is FAR away... ARGH.... After soo much trouble.... *slams head against table* I am confused... really i am... This has got to be my most emo post ever..... really.... When you are lost... caught in a web of villiany and deceit... ok that was a bit much though :b made it up myself.... alright the choir people are in verona... go kick ass or smth...... will miss all the choir peeps namely the ice queen and her fervent stoning and trudy and ling zhi..... ohh boyy.... Should i go aristal or not?!! i am lost for words... and like...... erm erm... it has just dawned on me that "too hard to believe" is finishing this week.. and i havent even invited anyone for it yet... *shakes head* i tried to invite tabs... but nopes... unsuccessful... no it isnt your fault tabs.... i just realised that instead of forcing someone to go church... i will change my way to just demonstrating God's love instead... Sorry if you ever were traumatised by my fervent asking ok.... And talent time... GET OVER IT OK!!!! I noe i am not the worlds best singer... but really it ends there! HAH!! Nothing can bring me down!! OHH OHH.... I watched TRIPLE X 2... the next level.... nice!! ACTION PACKED..... ohh feisty I LIKE!!! and then i watched the cinderella story like for the second time.... soo unlike me to watch those kind of shows... just not my type but i enjoyed it!! haha... Ohh boyy :b Had a photoshoot with sharon on monday... poutty pictures... i hope the pictures never get out!!! haha... i look constipated... arghh!!! Aiyahhhhh my angsty post...... is over..... ok fine!!! BEN OVER AND OUT!!
18.4.06
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